time flies

Wow, OK my last post was on 4/13/09. So for all of my loyal readers I apologize. Just kidding I don't have any loyal readers this is basically just my way of organizing the multiple voices I have in my head.

OK so back to the subject of this post. I am not sure if it happens when you have kids or when you start getting older but seriously time is flying. I mean if i blink I could possibly miss an entire week of my life. This is insane. I swear i had my daughter like six months ago but when I look at her it is easy to see she is over two. Today she said "Oh S#*t" beyond the fact that this is telling me i need to wash my mouth out with soap when did my daughter learn how to talk.

My son is five. Yes five as in like starting real school with real homework. I don't know how this has caught me so off guard. I mean technically it has taken 5 years to get to this point but it really just seems like i was potty training him a few months ago.

Maybe this is where the sudden urge to have another baby comes from, the fact that my babies aren't babies anymore. It is all so sad. I know soon my son will look at me and say "Mom you are so lame" and i will think hey i am the coolest person i know. Which only shows you that there is a possibly i am already lame.

Well i am sure all of you have the same problem. There is not enough time in the day to get it all done and too much to do to enjoy any of it. Kind of a crappy endless circle. Well now i have gone and depressed myself so i guess i better go.